Random Musings – What We Need

I think we know what we want from time to time, but it’s hard to figure out what we need. I find it in the failures. There’s little bits of lesson in there. It’s like stripping the paint off a piece of furniture to find the beauty of the natural wood…especially when there’s a few years of misuse built up.


Random Musings – Stay Positive. 

“What to do if you find yourself stuck in a crack in the ground underneath a giant boulder you can’t move, with no hope of rescue. Consider how lucky you are that life has been good to you so far. Alternatively, if life hasn’t been good to you so far, which given your current circumstances seems more likely, consider how lucky you are that it won’t be troubling you much longer.”

It is my personal quest to find all the silver linings. I think it’s the bonus points in this game of life.

Random Musings – Guy I Like

There’s this guy I like because he makes my heart race and that happens so rarely. 

I’m afraid…

Fuck! If I’m afraid this shit won’t work. 

Dear Guy I Like,

Here’s my freak flag. I didn’t have time to wrap it. If you like it, yay! If you don’t….::sad panda::

Being someone you’re not for a feeling may seem like the most appealing path. It’s an exhausting waste of time in the long run. 

Random Musings – Thoughts

People say actions, not thoughts, define you. I think they confuse thoughts with words. Actions and words are products of thoughts. 

The silent disdain for a homeless person. The wish that your bank account wasn’t at 0 so you could buy that person gas. Wondering what the rape victim was wearing. Being happy about your kid’s award when your life is going to shit. 

No one will ever love me. 

Yeah. My money’s on thoughts for the definition win.